Dream High

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Loving this kdrama, the story and the songs...

especially these songs:

Maybe [Showcase Ver.]
(Dream High Ver.) - Kim Soo Hyun & Suzy




Dream High (Dream High Ver.) - Suzy, Kim Soo Hyun, Taec Yeon feat. Dreamer! & All Casts

Secret Garden

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Secret Garden

"That Woman" by Baek Ji Young




"Hear I am" by Yoon Sang Hyun

Secret

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It's been a while since I posted again..this poem is still for him. I still feel regretful not being able to let him know how I feel but I'm alright now. I still think of him once in a while, wondering if he ever remember or miss me. ( I wish even a little bit. )We haven't kept in touch for quite a while since i moved to a different city. far, far away.. I was able to talk with him though before I move and he wanted to me to meet his gf before I leave but I didn't have enough time.

I found this among my notes, an old poem that I wrote when we were still working together.

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Secret

What should i do?
Where should my feelings go to?
I feel happy when you're with me,
yet I just don't know how we can be.

Deeper and deeper I'm attracted to you,
though I know the impossibility of it coming true.
In all aspects we're opposite,
makes me feel my feelings should be discrete

I feel that I'm just going to be a burden to you,
though as much as I wanted to,
I don't have to confidence to be by your side
You seem too good to be true , no kidding aside

I don't know if you like me too,
or you're just nice coz you know I do.
I hope this secret will reach you,
maybe someday , I could be true.

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Underneath this Tree

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I'm still not over on my friend's tragic love story.. a lot of thoughts keep coming to me.. I don't know why...
Just when they're planing things out, just when they're ready to be together...
Only a few details are needed and a month or two to pass then they can live happily ever after.. Even I longed for them to be together at last.. but then again.. life's not a fairytale.

A lot of things happened.I accompanied her to his memorial site. It breaks my heart to see her that way, and i couldn't even do anything.I couldn't pretend i know how she feels nor can't say everything's gonna be OK. I'm just a bystander amidst of this tragic love story. But his family was a big comfort to her, that i know, as well as she is to them.

I'm not literary genius nor a great poet. These are the words that just keeps flowing on my head. Randomly overflowing even sometimes it doesn't even makes sense. lol.

forgive me if my poem is not crafted very well. ja ne!

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There were many times I tried,
So many tears that I cried,
Knowing you're no longer by my side,
These pain i feel won't subside...

Still, It was too sudden for me,
What could be the reason be?
I have ask these many times,
still couldn't even draw the lines.

For you to be taken away from me,
Did God thought what I would be?
Looking back at the things we do,
Sharing secrets and silly i love yous,

Can't help but tears roll on my cheeks,
Wondering will I be fine in a couple of weeks?

I've never known I was this weak,
Couldn't even utter a word or speak.
All I could do was cry and pray,
Wishful thinking though i know u can't stay.

Underneath this tree you lay,
Listen to these words I say,
My love for you is real and true,
Even though our dream can't come true
when I say I love you,
I know you'll reply "I love you too"

In my dreams, with the wind, in the sky,
You've always been there that's no lie.
God has sent me an angel...
Watching me silently , protecting me
An angel I know you'll always be to me.

Tell Me Why

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Why is it I can no longer see,
That pair of eyes that used to stare at me?
Why is it I can no longer hear,
that sweet voice that whispers in my ear?
Why is it i can no longer feel,
The touch of your warm hands that could heal?

Tell me why, oh why my dear,
Why do you have to disappear?

Can't you see this bleeding heart?
Can't you hear it's faint heartbeat?
Can't you feel the pain its going through?

Tell me why, oh why my dear,
Why do you have to disappear?

Is that you staring at me right now?
Show yourself to me!
Is that your voice that came with the breeze?
Whisper my name again!
Is that your touch when the leaves touch my shoulder?
Don't make me cry again!


Tell me why, oh why my dear,
Why do you have to disappear

So it was you after all,
those lonely moments as I recall..
Maybe it's me who just couldn't feel, hear or see..
That you've always been watching over me,
But now I know, I won't ask why..
Coz I know you're happy up there in the sky,
With that I'll live my life and be happy,
Dry my tears and some day I will be ready,
I'll stare at you and give you a warm smile ,
When we meet each other again someday in the sky..


~Tenshi Ja Nai

NOTE:
A poem dedicated to my friend who just lost someone special..
A sudden stream of thoughts on the spot,
so it might not be nicely crafted. No drafts or anything.
And I'm not good on making poems either..lol..so it may be lacking..

Spring has begun..

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Been busy with lots of things lately.. So stressful! It's Spring already ..Lots of changes and things have happened in such a short time.. and the year has only begun..

Well, in terms of the romantic side , nothing has blossomed yet for me. Well,but I think I still have this ongoing crush for him. I don't think of him not as much as before but still once in a while he pops in my mind. He's been keeping touch lately. I rarely initiate contact with guys unless I needed to. He's been the one who was chatting with me and calling me once in a while.(not very often though but he initiates it).If I miss a call, then that's when I'll call him back and ask. He's already in a relationship now but I guess he still needed someone to talk to in regards with work. He's been pretty stressed out lately. A lot of people are expecting too much of him. He wanted to move back to our team yet he's hesitant. He's been asking if there's a vacancy for his position on our team. I've tried asking a couple of co-workers none of them are certain. I wanted to work with him again but I know I need to move on. I stil feel excited when he talks/chat with me but i try not let it show and just be casual, like it was nothing special. But the conversation feels a little awkward unlike before. One time he chatted with me, I congratulated him an his 2nd promotion and we talked about his studies. He's been wanting to go continue his studies and I've been telling him that it's the best decision to do while he's young. The earlier the better.. He told me he decided to continue it. I told him I'm impressed with his promotion and decision. I said it might because he has an inspiration . He asked me who was it, and I said who else ? Of course your gf. For a while there, I think he was thinking a different answer. He said he wasn't doing it for other people but for himself also. And I agreed with him on that matter. I cheered on him that he's got lot of potential and he should pursue what he likes to do. After that whenever he calls or chat, it's only about school or work. Sometimes, I don't even know what to say anymore, and there'll be gaps in our conversation. A lil awkward but it still makes me happy..lol.. He ask the same things about me, about how's work and my online class. I'm not a person who talks much about myself, so the conversations ends quickly unless he ask specific question like about our co-worker and work environment right now. Then shifts around him because I'm asking the same question. And then he'll open up about how stressful he is at work. Does it seem like a weird conversation? I don't remember any other topics we talked about lately except those. lol.. Hahaha.
That's what happened in these couple of months..Nothing to miss. Well, that's about it..kinda boring huh?

I guess the romantic side of spring won't show itself yet for me...But moments like that are still refreshing...I wonder when...

Ah this song makes me wanna have a love like this.. lol..

Without Words

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Another song that expresses how I felt. .
This song is from the Korean Drama "You're Beautiful" .
Absolutely loving this kdrama right now with its songs too..

Without Words (Go Minam version cut)
(This is just an excerpt from ep 7 in the drama, not the full song verion)



This the complete song in male version :



I love both!

No Hope

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Up to now, I was still hoping that something could change between us. There was a little hope that somehow it wasn't just one-sided. We lost touch a week or two now. Now I've heard that he's in a relationship...I've known and quite expected this because it's always been one-sided all along, I guess. The little hope i had is gone:( Maybe he was just naturally sweet and thoughtful and I gave meaning to it. But I'm still grateful for him for making me feel inlove again even if it's one-sided.It hurts but having that feeling is enough though it would be nice if it was reciprocated.

Just the words I'm looking for..

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I can relate to this..^_^
..and enjoyed the English version sung by her..
Visit her channel :
http://www.youtube.com/user/rockleetist

『rockleetist 』 "I Like You, I Love You" (English Version w/Lyrics)



Hey Hey Hey Hey!
Hey, could you wait a minute?
I'm sorry, just one little moment of your time?
Hey just one second, hey, for a little while.
I only want to spend some time with you.

So what should we do? What is there to do?
I know! We could play a game together!
Maybe a word game?
Shirito'ri' - 'Ri'n!
Sorry, you must be bored with this already!

Maybe you're hungry?
Do you want something to eat?
I guess, I think I'll just have water to drink.
Yes, I noticed, I can see
When take your eyes from me.
Just how much I wish you and I could be.

And yet I watch you pass
Feel my heartbeat racing fast.
My mouth is dry, I can't find the words to say.
I just don't know what to do.
Speaking honestly and true.
It's no good, no luck, I'm too afraid.

I want to tell you just how I feel about you.
But why is it so difficult just for me to tell you?

Hey Hey Hey Hey!
Hey, could you wait a minute?
I'm sorry, just one little moment of your time?
Hey just a second, HEY! for a little while.
I only want to spend some time with you.

So what can we do? Just Let me think, now.
Um, maybe we could play janken-shiyo?
Jankenpon! Uh, Something else then?
I'm sorry, I'm really no good at this am I?

Maybe you're hungry.
Do you want something to eat?
I guess, I think I'll just have water to drink.
Even if so suddenly, all these feelings inside me.
Leave my face red, leave me feeling kind of weak.
So, then would it be okay?
If today I heard you say something about you and me?
-Well, anyway-
I just don't know what to do.
Speaking honestly and true.
It's no good, no luck, I'm too afraid.

I want to tell you just how I feel about you.
But why is it so difficult just for me to tell you?

I wish that I could say it, sorry, I, wait a minute
I just want to, um, er I wish, hey, um, I can't say it.
You're the one that I, um, you're the one that I, uh
You're the one that I, er, you're the one that I , I--
Hey honestly, I um, truly I mean it, er,
I just want to tell you, uh--
You're the one that I-
Sort of, kind of, um, I mean it's just kind of--
Honestly truly and I wanted to tell you that--

I sort of kind of can't I'm not very good at this
I wish I wish I wasn't so nervous!
Just a minute!

I- That I- That- That I...
That I'm in love with--!

I- That I- That- That I...
That I'm in love with you!

An Invitation

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Been a long time, eh? My birthday has passed by and I'm a year older again.. Argh.. Well, he greeted me in advance.. Yes, my crush.. Of course I was happy..^_^ . We don't really communicate a lot after he moved but we've been in touch once in a while because of this social networking site.. I sometimes get to chat with him.. (which makes me happy)..We would ask each other about work and what's new. He would tell me he misses the old team and me..lol. I wish it's true.. . He's really stressed out with work because he's still trying to adjust to the new environment and his new position..More responsibilities..We just recently chatted and he told me that there will be like a q&a for his new position.. He's stressed out and he haven't reviewed much.. He asked me if we could review together since it's easier for him to remember things that way. I don't really mind helping him out and I don't want to think much about it yet.. Yet.I feel happy and a little excited.. just can't help it.. just here to went that out.. lol..He said he's going to call me.. Let's see it'll happen..lol..


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Well, he did call me after work..
Here's what we talked about on the phone..
He said we should review at my place.. Since it's closer and he haven't seen my new place yet. He's like a family friend so he's welcome to visit us. He gets along with my siblings..But there's one problem, my place is a mess..lol..So i told him maybe next time.. He said "When will that be? we might not be able to review before the q&a comes".. He kinda pouted..lol.
He asked me if I ate already.. Since both of us just got off work he suggested going to a diner to eat and review...I told him it's fine with me but then, there was an incoming call on his side.. He said he was going to call back and wasn't able too, so nothing happened. :( i was really looking forward to it. lol. Well, it's fine just his call made me happy already.. :D
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