Pompom was cremated on the April 10 and was brought to me this morning. So much memories ... Please rest, I will see you in heaven.

Since Pompom is gone, I have not taken much pictures ... I really need to find new hobby or something to keep myself busy. I thought about things I wanted to do when Pompom gets well or gone ... I have not done anything.

It's been a week since Pompom went away. I still seeing me doubting Pompom is no longer here. I have been telling myself Pompom is with me ... but it is still hard. I am trying keep myself busy so that I don't think about him.

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I miss Pompom.

I hope Pompom is with Anna in heaven. We got Pompom for Anna, but they did not really get along. I really hope to see them both when I go there. Well, first I have to make sure I am going to heaven.

I am trying to justify (I know there is not need to justify. It was time.) what I did. But still there is big part of me missing. Driving to work, I still kept the towel where Pompom used it. Every time I break, I reach for Pompom to make sure he stays at this seat. I am finding myself doing that. It is gong to take long time ... ...

The image you see above is the picture of "Willie", General George Patton's dog after Patton's death. It is so sad and must have been scarcely for the dog to loose his owner. Also famous "Hachi" lost his owner ... I guess this must be this way. I miss you, Pompom.

I have received a few sympathy messages, cards and flowers. For me loosing Pompom after 15 years is one of the hardest things. But Pompom is a dog. So, I was not expecting those things. Then I realized, they are sent me for my loss. For those who are concerned about me ... I am sad but I will be Okay again. I will n...

He is here with me always.